future wars.

Loads of shit has happened since the last post here, I’m in Townsville at the moment hanging out with my best friend listening to old nostalgic music.
I was right when i said the time here would rule, I’m really bummed out that i don’t get to see Hannah and Jordan though, but i suppose there’s nothing i can do to help that,
I cut heaps of my hair off and got heaps of new clothes, i love it here, no stress, no school.
I miss my boyfriend heaps, I’m waiting for him to finish work so i can call him, also wow Casey has a boyfriend who isn’t a complete headfuck, ahaha.
I really have nothing interesting to say.
My depression is basically dead at the moment, i haven’t felt this good for this long in a very very good time, if ever.

I miss a lot of people.
But, i guess things are better left unsaid.

landing feet first.

i am actually, legitimately happy for once, and i feel like i appreciate it so much more than other people do because i know it probably wont last.
if you are one of those people, who can wake up with a smile every day, never ever take it for granted because simple happiness is the most amazing feeling in the world.
queensland in 6 days.
i cant explain how excited i am.
i know the 12 days i spend there will probably be the best of my life.

dear world.

I'm actually, genuinely happy.
unusual.
I recently made contact with someone i had a falling out with a while ago, very glad.
queensland in 8 days, fuck.

haha, my phones falling apart so badly. can't wait for my plan to finish.



ps. andrewxvx is a pretty cool guy, he hates meat and doesn't afraid of anything.

collecting dust.

I'm writing this on Joe's laptop, sitting on his bed, and to be really honest I'm only writing it cause Harro said he got sick of lurking old stuff.
I've been really really up and down for the last few weeks, but i'm finally get back on track and i'm actually better than usual.
i fell out of liking someone and now we're just really good friends, definitely better off like this and really, while we were seeing eachother i felt like he was just my best friend before anything else.
theres also someone else i've got my eyes on but, we'll see what happens, i don't want to get ahead of myself.
school is shitty as per usual, but oh well, i have work experience next week and my job is to sit at a cash register and watch tv for most of the day, cant be too bad.
in only 18 days i will be in queensland, and i will be able to see my best friends, i miss shannon and hannah so much its not funny, i cant believe its been almost a whole year since i've seen them! and its been a year and a half since i've seen jordan, if not longer. i'm really so excited.

i pretty much just want to thank so many people for helping me through the last 3 weeks.
Shannon Courtney, Samantha Walton, Nicholas Revitt-Mills, Jordan Mcclelland, Joe Leoni, Tom Vandersluys, Harro Beatty, Massimo Velo, Andrew Moore, Liam McKenzie, and to an extent Daniel Crole, thankyou all so much cause it's been tough but no one ever gave up.